Lost

Like a robot, I have no emotions
Many days I go with the motions
Yet something is lacking
My mind seems to be cracking
Weak and leary I have no backing
heartbeats you are no longer tracking

What has become of thee

That I can no longer see

No longer am I free

Cursed for all eternity

who am I with no identity

I have no warmth or amenity

Crushed is thy heart of homogeneity

Change has come with this oddity

My world filled with the darkness of late

Things at random and can't contemplate

Madness swirling and lustful hate

Oh consciousness you took the bait

Here I will in the darkness stay

Waiting for that light of day

Even if I should fade away

Whilst demons have their place and play

My Soul comes with a cost

And thy veins will be frost

Eyes Have been exhaust

I myself entirely is lost

©2019-2021 by M. Robbins
Edited 2021